Sorry it’s been a while between posts but I am really struggling withfatigue. I wake up and feel like I have a full tank of energy but after aroundfour hours it is depleted – in short, it’s exhausting!
I am so grateful that I left UCOL when I did because I am not sure I wouldbe able to work two full days in a row at the moment.
It means that I need to use my time wisely and plan ahead which is notsomething that comes easily to me. I am either an energizer bunny or I am theperson doing absolutely nothing and I have always been that way. I had a bosswho was convinced that I had two default settings – 100% or 1%.
We went to see my specialist in Masterton a couple of weeks ago and when Iasked if that lack of energy was normal, he responded with a really sad butdefinite “yes”. It was the kind of yes that implied there is more to come.
Some days I feel like I am wading through treacle, small everyday tasks havebecome more difficult and I need to concentrate to remember what order to dothings in.
I am learning to take each day as it comes and if I go radio silent it willjust mean that I am recharging my batteries